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Post by Serphius de la Ravin on Jul 20, 2006 13:12:58 GMT -5
Dear Diary,
I had a fairly eventful day today, perhaps the most of such since I have returned to this God forsaken school. I met a girl today, and we made freinds friends. Haha, it has been quite a while since I've been able to make that bold statement. Her name is Ashlei. We met in the Courtyard. I didn't like her at first - she reminded me faintly of Felicia. But, somehow, we started talking, and my dislike grew. She rattled me with ridiculous questions, but I came to see that she meant no harm by it. Quite the opposite, in fact. Ashlei was trying to be friendly. After sometime, we realized we were late for dinner. She dragged me off to the Hall. Unfortunately, we were in time for dinner. I couldn't eat. God, I could bare sit there, never mind anything else. i had to get out. I haven't used in...what, a few days now? Since the incident in the bathroom anyway. I disgust my self, really. I was an emotional reck wreck. I practically ran out the hall. Back in the courtyard, I even started blubbing. Ashlei almost dragged it out of me, what was wrong. But I couldn't tell her. How could I? I can't tell anybody, can I? Nobody can know what happened, or what still is happening. They just wouldn't understand. I don't want their pity, they sympathy, or anything else. It's too late for that,
S.d.l.R
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Post by Serphius de la Ravin on Dec 28, 2006 16:20:50 GMT -5
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Dear Diary,
It's been quite a while since I last noted down anything of any meaning in this pitiful little diary, but since that time, quite a lot of things have happened. Through some magically, miraculous happening, and I have no idea how this came to be, I have actually managed to make what some would call 'friends'! It's really just a group of other students that know me vaguely, and are actually really friend with Lexi mainly, but oh! What people they are! Gaara, Elliot, Cove, and to some extent Mattie and Emerald - I could fall in love with each and everyone of them. I've never met one person like them before, never mind a whole little squad! They're all terribly nice to me, especially Cove. He's in Fina, and he's so very kind. On top of that, they make me laugh, and they are all quite stunning. I still stutter like an idiot when i talk to them, but it's starting to get better. I'm starting to get better.
Oh, and there's another one. I wouldn't say he was a friend, but he isn't exactly a stranger either. I'm talking about a curious little creature called Cameron Laurier. I've only met him a few times, and he's in Intermise too, though he is a few years younger. Gosh, I swear, looking at him is like looking into the past. It's most alarming. He looks like me when I was his age. He acts like me when I was his age (maybe a little younger). I can only imagine what he will be like in two or three years time...Will he be the same? I can only hope for the sake of his poor little soul he makes some better life choices than I did...
S.d.l.R
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