Post by Aimee Reynolds on Jul 15, 2006 14:53:25 GMT -5
She stared at him, tears still running fast and thick, blurring her vision. She dropped her gaze to the ground and said,"I had just gotten there... All I saw were the two of you kissing, and you weren't stopping her..." She shook her head and said,"You don't think I feel bad enough as it is?! I NEVER wanted to cheat on you..."
She turned from him, not wanting him to see just how much he had hurt her. He wasn't the only one who had been cheated on... "You're not the only one who is hesitant about relationships... The first and only boyfriend I ever had slept with my 'best friend'. We were roommates, and he knew I was coming. She was my only friend, and I thought I loved him..." She wasn't going to let him see her like this anymore. She had to get away before she said something she didn't want him to know.
"You made me happier than anything, and I felt relieved because I could trust again..." She shook her head slightly, eyes closed as she choked out,"But one mistake, and I've already fucked everything to hell..." She bit her lip, trying to stop herself from crying, but it didn't work. She wasn't going to tell him how she really felt, because she hadn't known it until she had seen him kissing another girl in the club.
The last sentence she said was whispered,"And I don't have any 'girly mates'... You were my first friend here... And... I..." She tried to catch her breath as she choked on tears again, starting to walk away. She got a few feet before she found herself running. She was running away from herself, from him, from everything. She had almost said it... She had started to, and she couldn't let him know how she felt, because it would only hurt her that much more in the long run.
She made it to her dorm before she shut and locked the door behind her, muttering the spell. She fell onto her bed, burying her head into the pillows as she cried. She had never cried this hard in her life, even when she had found her best friend and her boyfriend having sex in her room. She loved Alex. Damn it. She loved the son of a bitch...
{{O.O;;}}
She turned from him, not wanting him to see just how much he had hurt her. He wasn't the only one who had been cheated on... "You're not the only one who is hesitant about relationships... The first and only boyfriend I ever had slept with my 'best friend'. We were roommates, and he knew I was coming. She was my only friend, and I thought I loved him..." She wasn't going to let him see her like this anymore. She had to get away before she said something she didn't want him to know.
"You made me happier than anything, and I felt relieved because I could trust again..." She shook her head slightly, eyes closed as she choked out,"But one mistake, and I've already fucked everything to hell..." She bit her lip, trying to stop herself from crying, but it didn't work. She wasn't going to tell him how she really felt, because she hadn't known it until she had seen him kissing another girl in the club.
The last sentence she said was whispered,"And I don't have any 'girly mates'... You were my first friend here... And... I..." She tried to catch her breath as she choked on tears again, starting to walk away. She got a few feet before she found herself running. She was running away from herself, from him, from everything. She had almost said it... She had started to, and she couldn't let him know how she felt, because it would only hurt her that much more in the long run.
She made it to her dorm before she shut and locked the door behind her, muttering the spell. She fell onto her bed, burying her head into the pillows as she cried. She had never cried this hard in her life, even when she had found her best friend and her boyfriend having sex in her room. She loved Alex. Damn it. She loved the son of a bitch...
{{O.O;;}}